Commissions, Trades, etc.

I don't know if I will ever get around to them. It's not just time issues anymore. Honestly, my wrist is FUBAR. I need to have the carpal tunnel surgery or something, but I can't afford to do it.

As of right now, I can't draw for more than about 10 minutes. After 10 minutes my hand and wrist get tired or cramp up. I have to wait a few hours and I might be able to do 10 more minutes of work, but that's it. The wrist is constantly numb now too.

Simply put I don't have a hand to draw with anymore.

I can't honestly say when I'll get back to artwork. -_-

I'm a bit depressed right now and my anti-depressants aren't working well either. I have to take a couple extra medications to get to sleep, and I still have insomnia issues. They're testing me for sleep apnea as I'm constantly fading in and out of sleepiness during the day.

This includes falling asleep while trying to type.

Plus, if I don't improve my production, attendence, and quality at work I'll be out of a job in a month.

To be honest, what really hurts is never being able to finish a commission. It sucks ass and makes me feel like shit.

I'm sorry.

Heather
aka.

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